andrew and esther *
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 <3 deep happiness...
hmmm it's 13 more mins to econs tutorial and since i'm in e library, i've decided to post a quick one juz b4 i move on to lessons since i haven't blogged in awhile... well last friday wuz Saints Ascencio!, n in a twinkling of an eye it's over... weeks leading up to tt were so packed n hectic, filled wif rehearsals n even on non-practice days there was self-prac... now tt it's over both esther n i r somewhat sad... cos this concert ending means i am stepping down, the future band pracs will be on her own (preparing fer her perth trip in june =( ) n stuff like tt... ahhh so worried wat will it be like without mi by her side... ok i think i spent too much time reminiscing bout pre-concert daes i haven't realli talk bout wat i had initially wanted to blog about...
well it wuz juz yesterdae (which wuz monday, which inevitably means "mondae blues") tt i felt this deep happiness... sounds queer eh?? i dunno how this came upon mi but this monday was a different one - i wasn't reali so lethargic or "blue-sy" but more like enjoying my day as well as esther's company in school... it all started cos she gort quite sad i wasn't there at e band table when she came to look fer mi after her 2.4km, almost fatigue, or rather, juz very worn out... well somehow things juz picked up from there when we juz started talking n stuffs... everything juz became better =) n i was feeling this deep sense of happiness growing within mi, like a bud waiting to bloom into a beautiful flower... ahhh.... how nice... though it wuz juz a normal lunch at e college cafe, but it felt more... warm... (not literally of course) a warmth from inside...
ahhh juz realli wanna thank esther, yes YOU!! fer bringing such immense happiness into my life... n fer every little thing u've done... i love u =)
<3 andrew
neveralone ;8:35 AM
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